Kehidupan saya...

Hi there...

Sebenarnya takde plan nk write entry. Tapi macam terpanggil. Dah lama tak post enrty. Orang pun busan nak ikut blog cabuk ni kan. Takpe. Nama pun blog. The place where you can write any anything about anything AT ANYTIME. heee...saja nak save. ^_^

Seperti yang banyak kali saya sebut sebelum ni. With two kids memang banyak cabaran. Yang penting cabaran untuk tulis blog. Ni kira selain dari 'malas' la. Huhuhu. Kadang-kadang rasa nak berenti keje. Kadang rasa nak duk rumah jadik housewife sepenuh masa. Tapi..itu hanya angan-angan yang SANGAT diharapkan akan tercapai satu hari nanti. Ok what cita-cita tuh kan. 

Rasa rugi tak dapat bersama anak-anak setiap masa. Dengan waktuh yg singkat bersama kids kadang boleh buatkan kita rasa stress. Sebab apa??? Sebab banyak kerenah. Uish tak baik kan. But its true. You have to know how to control yourself. Emosi, fizikal, rohani, dan macam-macam lagilah. Tapi bila tengok housewife actually not an easy job. Keje yang tak bergaji tapi memerlukan banyak tenaga. Keje yang ade OT tapi takde bayaran. And all the payments paid by all the happiness around her. And also all the appreciation gives to her. Die perlukan kasih sayang, belai manja, perhatian untuk bayaran semua penat lelah tuh. Betul tak?!

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Ok. saya jauh menyimpang dah ni.

Sekarang saya sentiasa mencari ruang dan mengisi masa dengan things yang sangat bernilai untuk hidup saya. 
If i have time i will play with my kids.
If i have time i will create a home tuition for my kids.
If i have time i will dance with my kids.
If i have time i will cook for my kids and of course for my husband too.
If i have time i will gardening at my small garden for my view because when i back home, the garden is the first view before met my kids.
If i have time i will shower my pet. Name is Conan. Because my kids and hubby love to play with him. So he needs to be always clean.
If i have time i will walk at the lake garden with my kids and hubby, for a good health.
If i have time i will bring my kids to swim, for their enjoyment.
If i have time i will bring my kids to play kites, for their understanding. Because the kites will hard to fly when there's no wind. Its also hard to fly, when the person do not know how to hold and play it properly. It is same with our life. It will becomes hard and hardest when we do not know how to manage our life.
And ibu pernah cakap, anak ibarat layang-layang yang terbang. Makin dilepaskan makin keatas, tapi sesekali kene tarik untuk ia tak pergi jauh dan tersangkut kat mana-mana, dan juga terbang dengan cantik di awan.

And last but not least.
If i have time i will blog about my life. And i just found it today. Finally. 
Tapi tak lama. 

Now, nak bersiap pergi fetch Amsyar at school. Then pergi kerja. 
Amsya orientasi pre-school for 2 weeks. And umi needs to take half-day everyday to send and fetch him in the morning.

dah besar anak umi!